That "free will" ... it was... well, deadly.
It was the sudden urge to finally act on something.
Something that had always been in the back of my mind...
... yet doing so would affect others.
However, as I grow, I see the sentiment turning.
Just how everyone acts... I can tell. The tides are turning.
It would be the quick solution to many things in my life.
The things I can't figure out. The things that my mind...
... my stupid, dumb mind... keep dreaming up.
The things that throw me into panic attacks, anxiety,
pushing everyone away from me ... it could be over.
And I suspect not many would care. It would be welcome.
And it would be final.